My life for hire

Well, I've been in bartending school for 2 weeks now and it's fastly coming to an end, I've had a non-stop headache from memorizing drinks over this amount of time mainly because I'm way out of the swing of going to school and having to memorize things but I passed my midterm with a perfect score and can now make Highballs, Cream Drinks, 2oz cocktails, mocktails, tall drinks, Martinis, Manhattans, bombs, wine cocktails, beer variations, shooters and tomorrow I will learn Cafe' drinks. Hopefully this means I'll be out working soon and meeting new people and making good money and being happy in my new career. Anyways other than that my life has been boring, school and studying and occasionally seeing Kelley. Busy times, here's a picture, do I look tired? Yea I thought so.

HELL IN A HAND BASKET

so, I started bartending school yesterday and am really excited, it seems like this could possibly be something i'm good at. I've already learned how to make 40-50 drinks and it's only the second day, my head is killing me from studying but hopefully it'll all be worth it soon. So, yesterday after school I went out on some alone advenures and ended up in Madison watching drug deals go bad and sitting at a lake studying and trying to remember drink recipes while I waited for Kelley to get home (2 1/2 hours because the airport couldn't find her licsense that she forgot there...idiots) and ended up wearing myself out. I then layed with her for about an hour and ventured to Qdoba to eat. Afterwards we ended up walking around downtown for quite sometime people watching and sitting at Riverfront talking and listening to awesome music coming from The Hardrock, it was pretty rad I suppose, I've always enjoyed our talks and being alone and away from people. I then took her home and ventured on my way and pretty much woke up and went to school again I've been studying since 2:30 and just finished now at 11 and am exhausted. I'm trying really hard to be the best at this as possible and in just one short week I will be graduated and working at a bar hopefully so I can move out on my own...(maybe to L.A.?) That would be cool but maybe I'll just stay here or move further south, who knows, first things first and I have to get the money together so there's no hurry, it's nice to try to plan ahead though.

HORROR BUISNESS

Well it's offically offical! I have payed, signed up, and have my schedule for bartending school, I went today to be a creeper and see what the school was like and am really excited. Alot of people think this is a dumb carrer choice since I'll be living off of tips but they fail to realize there are not many jobs that will accept a misfit like myself. I don't have time to wait around for someone to hire me and I don't have the mindset to let people run my life. I'm happy with who I am and I honestly could give a fuck less if anyone thinks I'm living a shitty lifestyle. I need to do something that will get me out of my house and keep me happy and as far as the people that don't care about my excitement or are unsupportive you will soon be forgotten and not missed. I feel like I'm finally going to progress in life again and I personally cannot wait! This might also help me meet people but most importantly I will be free to be me and move out on my own while I'm still fairly young and have a chance to live life. Hopefully this will also give me more of a chance to travel the world (probably not) and do things that will make me constantly happy and driving towards my future. Yea, yea, yea, I know it's just bartending but I'm happy don't bring me down. Plus now maybe I'll have awesome stories to tell on my blog (probably not) but at least funny ones! Yay!

DESCENDING ANGEL

In just a very short while I will be on my way to see my life partner Kelley (lionheartedme.blogspot.com) and having an amazing night of holding her and talking and being super mooshed, to say the least I'm very excited. I'm pretty sure that I'll be starting bartending school this upcoming week or the next and I'm beyong ready, hopefully this will make my pay good enough for us to live together and have a fun and amazing life being together and travelling and exploring new cities and may be even countries at some point. I'm pretty positive that would be the life for me. Yup, pretty damn positive.

FREIND WITHOUT THE R

Hello everyone and welcome to my blog, if you're reading this you're prolly really bored and I'm sure this won't help to much. Here's my sum up, I have a girl I love more than anything that also has a blog and you should follow (lionheartedme.blogspot.com) I hate people but I've been getting better about it...or at least hiding it better, I like loud obnoxious music, fast OLD cars, my beautiful other of course, and my life. Right now Im'ma bit pissed off and having a really bad past few days so I'll get you up to speed. my gma and gampa have been sick on and off for Idk how long now and last night I spent the night at the hospital trying to comfort my gampa which is my hero and it broke me, I had a huge feeling of anger and sadness all day because of it and it's eating me up. I went to the park today with Kelley and her dog Thor and walked around for an hour or so and had an awesome time, it's basiclly where we've built our relationship together and have spent more time there then jsut about anywhere else in Nashville at the moment. I honestly am not happy at this moment but I know it'll get better, it always does right? Anyways tomorrow will either consist of being mooshy as fuck with Kelley or sitting in a hospital again even though it tears me up. Yea I get upset big fucking deal, these are people that have been in my life since the day I was born and treated me better than my parents. Honestly I hope it's with Kelley though, that would be better for my soul right now.