The great american progress

Alright so latley there's been 2 things on my mind constatnly one of which is getting tattooed and the other is customizing clothes. I get tattooed more than the normal individual and probably shouldn't be so concerned with getting work done all the time but I can't help it, this is one of my ways to be happy and myself and I have sooo many ideas that I want to get immortalized on my body and I don't like to wait. I have so many areas that I have planned out and cannot be happy until they are complete such as my ribs, traps, upper stomach, and back. I also have some awesome ideas for my legs I would like to get done but those seem to be the hardest to get my friends excited enough for to draw or do. With that being said I told myself I would not get any more work on the rest of my body until my chest is done which it almost is i'm just antsy and seeing blank canvas where I picture large pieces of art... bummer. ANYWAYS...
    The other is clothes customization which I have been doing non-stop latley. I have now turned 8 shirts into either V-Necks or V-Neck tank tops and am obsessed! I will def post pics soon to show you what I've been up to. Anyways to continue, I just bought 2 denim jackets on sale for super cheap that I'm going to full out transform with back patches and random imagery which i have to cut stencils for and buy patch cloth and latex paint so I can make them the right way. I'm also planning on lining the insides of the jackets with leopard print cloth and plaid cloth possibly if I can find the right kind, oh man, oh man I'm gonna be busy. i also promised Kell that I'd line the inside of hers when I get the material. Of course I'm going to practice all of this on a random jacket I don't wear first before going all out and ruining a nice jacket. I also want to add zippers in the sleeves so when I get warm (which I do alot) I can just unzip the sleeve as opposed to rolling the sleeves up and stretaching them. Anyways, there will be many blogs and pics coming soon of the stencil process of these undergoings I'm taking on, I'll prolly start tonight if Kell isn't coming over to grace me with her presence...well actually I might start regardless and see what else she wants on her jacket and start making everything for it also. GOD DAMN!

ATTITUDE

Alright, it's been a few days since I've posted but I don't really have anything to say so I suppose I'm just going to talk?! I graduated bartending school on Monday and have since then been doing absolutley nothing. I'm beyond ready to start work and had a job interview yesterday but am now waiting for a call regarding my employment status. Ugh, everytime. Honestly I think I'm just ready to be out of the house, I've been here all week alone and studying just to keep up with my drink recepies but I'd like to be able to go do something sometimes, even if it's just a walk around the park. I know what you're thinking, "why not just go?" well mainly that's because I live in a crappy town far from my beloved Nashville and to drive out there to walk alone while unemployed would be a waste of gas and money. I've also been thinking about how rarley I see my Kelley now and in a way it's not baddd because I hate being at my house so I imagine she'd rather not be here either but I still love having her next to me all night and when I wake up, or just sitting around being dumbasses like we always do after we get a few drinks under our belts.
   I definitley believe that my first priority upon working will be to move out, maybe I can haggle with the owner and get away from down payments and just move in immediatley and actually be happy, I need some alone space and a place for me and her to act natural and yell and be drunk as hell and laugh and be awesome. Honestly....the real reason I want to move so bad is the people I'm living with. I'm not one to ever really talk about my feelings mainly because people have worries of their own and I feel like talking about mine is just adding more shit to their pile but GOD DAMN, I don't remember the last time my "mother" and I have gotten along at all, it's always an argument about some kind of petty dumb bullshit, or yelling, or me being a burdon. I try to not care but for goodness sake I'm your son. I'm actually going to just sum this up quickly, I don't really talk to anyone in my family other than my grandparents so there's no need for me to be here I don't think.
   Besides all that, everything is ok I guess..... at least I get tattooed Monday and my chest will be closer to being completley finished if not all the way done. I think I've decided I'm going to move and save alot of money and then hopefully take a beach trip for about a week....goodness that would rule. Me on a beach not caring about anything or anyone except sand and water hopefully with that rad lady I know, sounds like perfection.