Out with the new, in with the old

I've been "waking up" in very odd moods latley, by "waking up" I mean I don't really sleep but that's not the point. Something has come over me where all I want to do now is be content with myself, I've been working out alot and started skating again, and trying to start a new band, and find a nice bartending job to take up every second of my life. I don't want to sit around and be doing nothing anymore, it's not sitting well with me at all.The day befor yesterday I got my leg tattooed which makes me very happy, It's one of the last outlines I have left that needed color and it feels so good to see it in an amazing new way, I think I'm going to start going to Zack and getting him to redo all of my work into the way he did this one which is a more Derek Noble styled way of coloring, lots of flat colors to make the bright colors stand out so much more. He said he'd love to redo them all so once I start working that's my goal. here's a not very clear or good picture of it.

 Yesterday I spent part of the day with Kelley and then took her home and went to look for even more patch making materials and get ready for my night. I've found that since I keep cutting my shirts up to make them into a style that I like that if I keep the sleeves I can use them to make patches galore and it prevents me from having to buy material for the most part which is a nice way to save some money and keep me active. After I got my stuff I went home and got ready and went downtown to see the WWE Smackdown event that was in town (watch it Friday at 7 on SYFY, maybe you'll see me) and got in my car with my stepbrother and drove my little car to the big city. Upon arriving and searching for parking for 30 mins (i'm not about to pay to park...HELL NO!) I wandered to Riverfront to see that it had been flooded again which is odd since it hasn't rained in a few days and it's rediculously hot outside and just stared as my stepbrother worked his way to the arena. There's something latley about the city that when I just stop and look around I get very happy and sad, everything just seems to be changing and I don't really like it. Personally I think it's just thoughts running thru my head non-stop about my life that are dragging me down but what can I do about it? Anyways I finally made my way to the arena and took my seat which was amazingly close and with a perfect direct view of the entrance ramp and ring which made me stoked beyond belief! It was an amazing night of bodily harm and abuse, I was very shocked at the size of some of these guys and amazing females that do this for a living, like damn! One of the fellows is a staggering 7'3 and his hands in a fist are the size of my head...which is rather large and not from an ego. The females just barley came below my height and probably could beat the living shit out of me without hesitation because they were so in shape, it's quite amazing how much you can tell they love their jobs and hopefully one day I'll be able to bask in the joy of waking up everyday and going to a place of buisness that lights my world up, maybe I'll meet people too which would rule. I'm not into the idea of just because I'm 21 everyone wants to hangout again, if you have to sit in a bar to want to see me I DON'T NEED YOU. I want people in my life that actually want to see me and actually will love me and not only want to be around me drunk, that's not cool. I'm the kind of person unfortunatley who treats people how they treat me (keep that in mind.) If you act unhappy to see me or bored when you're with me or like you don't want to talk I do the exact same thing...makes sense right? Anyways I'm not going to waste your valuable time so you can read about those people. This weekend alot of my friends are coming in from KY and I'm trying to set up plans to spend the time with them but it's tricky at the moment because they don't know where they're staying yet (typical) but it'll be a rad time hanging out at the Lone Wolf Tattoo Convention and catching up while hanging out and checking all the work out. Here's some of the shirts I've made.

Sadly I must report this will be my last blog for awhile seeing as how no one really reads them anyways I don't think. I actually have noticed no one has even read the last few I wrote so see ya' later no ones and I'll try again in a few weeks/months.